Friday, 26 December 2014

My Heart Is Open

It's almost the end of another year. It has been a great year for me. No matter what happened throughout the year, I have countless  of things to be grateful of. Upon soul searching, I know for sure He loves me very much. There were times when I forgot Him but He continuously blessed me with His offerings.

I can't complain much. I don't have that right. I have been given a lot of rezqi despite my shortcomings. I pray that I will be more grateful in the future, insyaAllah. 

There are so many things I want to continue doing. There are so many things that I want to accomplish. I hope I will be given the opportunity to do all that. But I need to remind myself to be grateful of things that I have too. Sometimes I'm too focused on the aims until I forget to say thank you for the things that I have.

There are a few aspects of myself that I would like to improve on. Will try my very best to achieve that. 

Here's hoping, praying, wishing that 2015 will be more spectacular for you and me. Amin. 

Friday, 19 December 2014

Should've Said No

Did I tell you that the Gemcers had their reunion during the holiday? It was in conjunction with the Hobbit screening and since we had not seen each other for quite some time so we decided to meet up. The meet up was very short actually but it was still filled with drama hahah

The drama revolved around a person who failed to understand the objective of this reunion and she caused a lot of ruckus when she brought an outsider. Lameeeee

The night was spent on talking abt this and conveniently enough she couldn't sleep at the hotel claiming that she had to finish her work. Double lameee

Anyhow it was fun meeting the girls esp Shrey and Yoose since I had not seen them for quite some time. Hopefully we will be able to find another excuse to hold another reunion. This Hobbit was the last instalment thus we need another movie to latch on hahahaha

Friday, 31 October 2014


Quite an unfortunate time to know about the devastating news. Was very upset about it that I even cried. Looks like the luck was not on my side yet. Will be in school for another year.

The school has been awarded with esbitee. I foresee more work in the future. Don't mind working hard but please give me things that I like. Hate it when I have to deal with so many people as some of them have different take when it comes to work and responsibility. 

At present, I got no time to lick my wounds. The exam is coming very soon, next week to be exact so need to put my students first. Will nurse the wound later then.

Ah what a sad, sad thing. Depressing. Totally.

Saturday, 23 August 2014

Chasing The Sun

Alhamdulillah dapat gak jumpa K Liza. I know that she was in Msia but I do know how busy one's schedule is when visiting the homeland. So many people to meet, so many things to do and ofc so many types of food to eat :D

Managed to see her on her last nite in Msia. Started at one place and moved on to another. Talked  until Old@town closed its till haha Tu pun if time permits us, we would continue on and on.

Great seeing you K Liza. InsyaAllah we will see each other sooner than once a year ya :)

Tuesday, 12 August 2014


This year was my turn of being in charge of the frsis team. It is quite a daunting task as for the past 3 years, we have been winning gold. So of course I could not do any less than that. That itself was a very heavy burden to carry.

Then the dates came. It could have come sooner or at a better time but as luck has it, of course not. I was in the middle of things (since when I was not kan?) but at the same time needed to find my team. As the new dates clashed with the spm trial, I had to let go of the form 5 kids and recruited the form 4 and it was not an easy task. 

We had to undergo two changes in the team due to health problem and one unidentified problem but finally I got my 4. Due to raya holidays and some epidemic that happened in school, the team had to speed up their writing and practice time. 

And a few days before we were to go to Klntn, the school got a letter saying that there were teachers appointed to take care of several schools. Which means I wan't going. Panicked ofc. But I put on my poker face and told the kids that everything was ok. The team was ready.

Was quite a nerve wrecking situation waiting for any development thru ws messages hahah and when I was told that we didn't get the gold I was quite sad. But I needed to be strong as I knew that the team had tried their best.

Then suddenly I got ws message saying that the team got the gold not the top gold award. Fuhhhh I was elated definitely. Alhamdulillah, we still managed to get the gold despite all the challenges we faced.

Congrats guys. We did it!!